13th june

today i think we went to jason jam on for lunch, we just chilled before that, i honestly dont remember. mummy and i went to camden after sumeir went to sleep. it was a lot of fun, and i also found this arcade like place where i kinda wanted to go with anyone, it looked really cool. came home, makes banana bread that was epic, aman stopped talking to me after, or i stopped trying idk what happened but i don’t really care now or maybe i do i have no idea. im just so confused.

14th june

good morning! i made bagels for breakfast and then dropped the girls off to school with daiana, nina also walked with us and it was alot of fun. when we entered the school, these little kids were singing a million dreams, like really well. it was amazing, yes it made my day. sumeir was back with us, we all went to hamstead for lunch, we ate ham & cheese crepe’s and mummy was in a mood again i think. she left us at waterstones, not a good idea but im not complaining., we picked up a father’s day card and the last two books of the summer i turned pretty. i was so excited, i read on the bench while listening to taylor swift because why not. we walked back home, i walked way ahead and blasted some music in my ears and went home. we dropped sumeir back home, read for a bit more and then mummy and i went to notting hill. our taxi driver was really sweet and friendly, i wish there were more people like im in the world. saw the blue door, underwhelming and the bookshop which was kinda sad. mummy are some lunch at it tile this and i got a blueberry cupcake which was kinda epic. then we walked to this cool coffee shop before leaving, i got some matcha and read more of my book. got home, ate dinner and finished my book outside, i was like weeping, i actually wasn’t, but ya. then sumeir and i watched some tv.

15th june

i curled my hair and i kinda loved it but i tied it up anyway. my outfit was questionable but that was okay. we went to this cool market for lunch, stopped on starbs on the way. ate this cool panini thing, the guy was really nice like really nice. i love it when people can be so much nicer than you expect and it kinda just lights up your whole day. walked around a bit, went into some shops. sumeir got some bubble tea and mummy got some stuff for papa. we went to uniqlo after cancelling our cab cause sumeir caved, and i got some brown pants that were way to big for me and a t-shirt. i kinda loved the way they matched and i was pretty confident. then we got a cab and went back, looked out of the window and listened to music the entire time.

we got home, kids were going nuts and having a time. i just read for the rest of the evening and snuck some chocolate milk for elena. it was pretty fun. then we took some funky pictures. then sumeir and i head down. we finished wild child, epic. then watched she’s the man which was so good idk how i didn’t know how good it was before.

16th june

dropped the kids to school, saw some kids playing tic tac toe on the sidewalk which made my day again. we were home alone for the day, sumeir and i which was pretty cool. sumeir basically watched to for the day. i worked on my geography project and made some yummy poke bowls for lunch. i made a mug cake fore lunch and then read for a bit when the kids came back from school. preeti masi didn’t want us to pick them you which i was kind of looking forward to for a while. anyway so i was in a mood for a bit. i couldn’t sleep for a long time cause i was so excited and scared at the same time. then i woke up at like 4.30 cause again i was so excited.

17th june

i got up, and got dressed absolutely excited out of my mind. when i went up preeti masi was awake with the kids. jay & leens were still sleeping, so i was taking advantage. we started eating when leena walked in elena and ari went and hugged them. i just said hi, awk cuing in. then i was eating when jay walked in, first of all he’s like 6ft which is a lot taller in real life, so that put me off a bit. i waved but it was really sad. i was practically hyperventilating cause i was so nervous. we all dropped the kids to school, i walked ahead with neens and ari so i could just think, cause i knew that everything would go awful from here, just from the first impression, so i was like calming myself down. we all walked back i walked a bit again cause i still wasn’t ready for conversation, we picked up some breakfast and then i walked them home in one piece mind u. we all ate upstairs, minimum conversation. then i took jay & leena for a walk, up to hamstead, we went to nisa and bought some cereal and stuff. then we got home and then they got ready and went for the tennis match that they had. at that point i didn’t even care, i just understood how different and important aman and ayaan were now. so everything for them just became amplified. anyway i just pushed all of that to the side.

mummy, sumeir & i went to trafalgar square and then covent garden for lunch. the day was absolutely stunning, and this performer was playing ed sheehan songs and this teen couple was like dancing around the entire square, the joy i felt in that moment cannot be equated let me tell u. then we ate lunch at wahaca, amazing stuff. ate ice cream at this cute place and then headed home. preeti masi & her kids came home soon after but they went upstairs for a nap. after that i just lounged about and moped until they came back down.